Kaleidoscopes

Can you feel me breathing? Does it feel like you had hoped? Am I here or just a ghost? Staring at the ceiling Looking through kaleidoscopes Seeing you just like I know Turn me inside out So you can see just what I'm talking about That night Can you feel me shaking In this bed you left me in? Will I be alone when winter hits? Turn me inside out So you can see just what I'm talking about Turn me into doubt Why don't we talk instead of shout? That night You looked so alive running through the darkness Yearning like a child in botanic gardens Glisten for me baby you're a fucking star That fight Didn't have to end our time if we could have stopped it We didn't have to leave feeling so forgotten You were everything that I could have wanted I knew you were on the phone when I started calling I thought that you'd hang up and you'd ignore me But you came back when you put me on hold