ICU

Said I wouldn't fall in the trap But now I'm caught in the act And looking back, it was nothing more than misery And given all the fucking regret You would think I'd forget But turn around and see that everybody's mocking me Said I wouldn't fall in the trap But now I'm caught in the act And looking back, it was nothing more than misery And given all the fucking regret You would think I'd forget But turn around and see that everybody's mocking me (I see you!) The dirty foil is calling for me (Come here!) No matter how hard I try to suppress (I see you!) Close my eyes, pray for something more (Release me!) I trip and fall right back to where I started, look up and ICU! Waiting for the day that my heart stops Stuck inside my brain like a blood clot I can feel my insides sinking, shrinking Can't sleep, I haven't ate a damn thing, I Can't believe I let it get back to this Death, death, death, on my mind, I'm a fucking mess Never thought I'd let you take another piece of me But here I am bleeding out at your fucking feet! Amputate me! (I see you!) The crudest oils are pouring from me (Come here!) No matter how hard I try to resist (I see you!) My stomach turns, I'm succumbing to you (Release me!) I start to vomit, it's killing me (I feel sick!) Revulsion! Right, motherfucker, I'm back, we're right on track And just like that, you throw one back And there's nothing that can stop us 'cause I will follow you back To the gates of Hell, take one last breath in ICU! I see you! I knew you'd come crawling right back to me Weakness! What a sorry ending I knew you'd come crawling right back Frailty! What a sorry sight