Knowing

I have this image in my head That I am on a train going somewhere That I don't want to go To my left is the open air Inviting me to jump out on the hill But that'd be insane It's so much easier to be here On this train going somewhere That I don't want to go And besides, what if I get off And find I like the new place even less? Knowing this is not enough is enough Knowing this is not enough is enough I don't like the way it feels Being here with you I can never tell what's real and what's true And somewhere inside my body I am saying I don't want this anymore And once I've heard it, then I've heard it And you can't stop me now I will honor and protect her I will not allow myself to squander One more day accepting less than she deserves Knowing this is not enough is enough Knowing this is not enough is enough My friend, she says What's strange is Nothing changes If nothing changes Knowing this is not enough is enough Knowing this is not enough is enough Give yourself the grace to start again If it hurts you, put it down If it don't serve you, look around You're doing great, my babe I swear you're gonna make it You never can know what could come It's not done until it's done You're doing great, my babe I swear you're gonna make it I can do hard things Parallel parking Like it all, it just takes practicing (Knowing this is not enough is enough) I can walk a new path I can get myself back I can learn to be a better friend And give myself the grace to try again