Touch Myself

Heartbreak, gold mine Might cry at the party, hope you don't mind I'm okay in the sunlight The memories are wasted in the nighttime You said I should Try to come again But when I do Dark thoughts creep on in O-oh And I know I could have someone else In the shower of a cheap motel But I'm scared to even touch myself 'Cause when I do, I think of you O-oh You're the best thing that I ever felt The nostalgia's so bad for my health I'm so scared to even touch myself 'Cause when I do, I think of you O-oh Velvet cushions Just the feeling of them, oh my goodness Up my insurance Got therapy bills in the millions You said I should Try to come again But when I do Dark thoughts creep on in O-oh And I know I could have someone else In the shower of a cheap motel But I'm scared to even touch myself 'Cause when I do, I think of you O-oh You're the best thing that I ever felt The nostalgia's so bad for my health I'm so scared to even touch myself 'Cause when I do, I think of you O-oh Oooh Oooh 'Cause when I do, I think of you Hid my bullet 'Cause everything waist-down is broken Don't need no batteries 'Cause the strap's in the trash with my self-esteem O-oh And I know I could have someone else In the shower of a cheap motel But I'm scared to even touch myself 'Cause when I do, I think of you O-oh You're the best thing that I ever felt The nostalgia's so bad for my health I'm so scared to even touch myself 'Cause when I do, I think of you O-oh Oooh Oooh 'Cause when I do, I think of you