No Joy

All my pleasures: guilty Clean slate looking filthy This year's gonna kill me, gonna kill me Spirit should be crushing But I don't feel sad, I feel nothing Heartbeat barely pumping When did life become so unbecoming No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy No joy, no joy, no joy, no no no no joy Only level lately Anhedonic on the daily Wanna feel but I am failing, I am failing Facial expression wooden Wanted to cry but I couldn't Tear ducts full, I felt you pulling at them But it didn't happen No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy No joy, no joy, no joy, no no no no no no joy All my pleasures: guilty Clean slate looking filthy This year's gonna kill me, gonna kill me No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy No joy, no joy, no joy, no joy No joy, no joy, no joy, no no no no no no joy