Spilt Milk

I don't think I ever know If I ever really want it Could be why I'm never sure If I ever really got it And I guess it's maybe easier Not to think too much about it... A house a car a family and friends Yeah all it means to justify the ends But sometimes... I wonder... In the back of my mind Sometimes... I wonder... If I'm wasting all my time Sometimes... I wonder... If I'm putting off my real life... What I could've done Where I could've been When I should've gone Why I should've seen Who I would've loved How I would've dreamed And if it's always always too late... I don't think I ever know That I ever really need it Could be why I'm never sure That I ever really feel it And I think it's maybe easier To guess I really mean it... A house! A car! A family and friends! Yeah all it means to justify the ends But sometimes... I wonder... A girl! A smile! A holiday and sex! Yeah all it takes To make sense of the rest But sometimes... I wonder... In the back of my mind Sometimes... I wonder... If I'm killing all my time Sometimes... I wonder... If I'm giving up my real life... What I could've done Where I could've been When I should've gone Why I should've seen Who I would've loved How I would've dreamed And if it's always, always too late... And every day that I let slide Is one day more I never try To break the world To make my fate And with every day that I let go It's one day less I ever know If it's always Always too late...