The Reasons Why

I wont try to bring you down about my suicide Got no need to understand about my big surprise I wont beg to hang you up about my love of life If you promise not to sing about the reasons why I am writing you a letter Getting better Can I see you when All the lights go out together Blame the weather Yeah, the cold again In the darkness for a second I am sure I see them smiling then I feel them calling me Yeah, they are calling me And I am falling through the stars (You remember now?) Yeah I am falling in their arms (You remember how?) Oh I am falling through the skies (You remember this?) I am falling in their eyes (You remember the kiss?) I wont try to pull you in about my sacrifice Makes no sense to get upset about the other side I wont beg to put you out about my right to die If you promise not to sing about the reasons why I am calling you at midnight Feeling alright Can I tell you when? On the line, no sound but my words Must be night birds on the wire again In the silence for a second I am sure I hear them laughing then I feel them calling me Yeah they are calling me And I am falling through the stars (You remember now?) Yeah I am falling in their arms (You remember how?) Oh I am falling through the skies (You remember this?) I am falling in their eyes (You remember our kiss?) "We know," They said "You're holding on To nothing left, of something gone," "We know," They said "In letting go Of fear and dread And all you know You'll lose the need, of certainty And make-believe, eternity To find the true, reality In beautiful, infinity," But I wont try to bring you down about my suicide If you promise not to sing about the reasons why