Harms (Extended)

To all the motherless sons I can't speak for you I only have my stories I only hold my harms But I'm angry for you And I'm angry for me She didn't teach me love She didn't teach me trust And It shows up everywhere Sisyphus in my face Fucking my face all day All day When I left all the cities When I rooted in the woods I discovered a human Was living inside my body And she told me many things She began to caress me Caress me every morning And every time I allowed it She came alive Inside my body Inside my body Inside my body She grew bigger And became real And there were days When I would split in two Mother and son And I cooked for him As he played outside And swam with A warm heart in the lake And he came home In time for dinner Because he's such a sweet boy And I'd be out exploring and hiking (And he'd be out exploring and hiking) With my doggy (With his doggy) And I'd think of her at the house (And I'd think of him at the house) Making dinner for me (I'm making dinner for him) And I felt her love (And I felt his love)