Maybe I Was Wrong

Usually these days I can get back on track with 3 deep breaths And usually these days it's enough to Touch my own body with these two hands But tonight I feel broken for you Especially you Particularly you It has to be you Incredibly you Only you will do (Cuz what if I was wrong, what if I was wrong) And it can take my breath away I can't feel anything Am I breathing? Am I breathing? (Cuz what if I was wrong, what if I was wrong) Maybe I was wrong I'm still missing you And after all this time I'm still missing you I think I'm getting better at this thing they call living Or if I'm honest, I might be pretending Going past the physical, Into spiritual But right now I'm just thinking of you And I didn't leave because I didn't love you I just didn't really love my self I'm trying hard just to love my self I don't know if I can love myself Sometimes I get rush of that desire I once had When I first saw you at our very first concert Ariel East was playing but I mostly remember The way your hair fell on the back of your neck And I didn't leave because I didn't love you I just knew you didn't love yourself I hope one day you can love yourself I don't know if you can love yourself Maybe I was wrong I'm still missing you And after all this time I'm still missing you Nothing is the same Nothing will be the same Nothing will be Nothing is the same Nothing will be the same Nothing will be the same Nothing will be Nothing will be Nothing will be the same Nothing will be the same Nothing will be the same Nothing will be Nothing will be