CRUTCH

This is my crutch This is my dream This is the only thing that ever helps me sleep This is my home This is my head This is my heart on drugs The monster in my bed This is my crutch This is my angst This is my pain This is a giant fabrication of what makes someone insane This is a joke This is so sad And I never knew that feeling good could make you feel so bad This is a lie I should have told you all before I don't know what I'm saying Or what I've said and I can't say it anymore I made a mess I've been a dick I've been on medication I can't pronounce And I'm fucking sick of it This is my crutch This is my crutch I feel so incomplete I think that I've been beat I've never felt so weak Christ, give me something quick My emotions make me sick Is there something I can fix? This is my crutch This is my dream This is the only time I feel like I've been beat This is my pill This my end This is the only thing I need and I'm so lucky, oh my friend This is my crutch This is my crutch This is my crutch