Is It Me?

Smiling, relaxing, as if I Jolly and loving, getting along Happy, happy, always happy Grinding down my teeth, though nothing's wrong Is it me? Am I wrong for not conforming? My chance at life has passed but always comes around And can I be at fault for falling? Look me in the eye and tell me to calm down Nodding, composing, or am I? Patiently waiting, my turn to speak Orders, orders always ordering Prodding and pushing me to my peak Is it me? Or is anger all-consuming? My chance at life has passed but always comes around How can I be at fault for falling? Look me in the eye and tell me not to shout Is it me? Or is darkness fast approaching? It's getting crowded and it's hard to catch a breath