Counting the Cost

So here I am again Gazing And I'm doubled up in pain So I'm gonna do it Again and again And again And again I'm killing myself Again and again But it feels too good So wash away The ones I love The ones I love But it feels too good So wash away The ones I love The ones I love The ones I love The ones I love So you wonder where I've been I've been counting The cost of checking in back here Oh, I've seen this all before And the water is burning my eyes You've seen this all before But I do it Again and again And again and again I kill myself Again and again But it feels too good So wash away The ones I love The ones I love But it feels too good So wash away The ones I loved The ones I loved The ones I loved The ones I loved The ones I loved The ones I loved The ones I loved The ones I loved The ones I loved The ones I loved