This Is Hell

[Verse 1] Well I always thought You get out what you put in But lately I've been feeling Like a bet without a win And when i think about it you were better well away The happiest days But I can't seem to help myself, no [Chorus] I'm so ready to die, can't help it I know you're wicked, I can't help myself I'm so ready to die, can't help it I know you're wicked, I can't help myself To get away with a quick farewell And if it's out there, then this is hell [Verse 2] You twist and turn my words Every time I am around I only realise it, when I'm heading homeward bound And all my friends have tried to tell me "You should get away," that's easy to say When they can take an outside-in look But they don't know the way that you fuck [Chorus] I'm so ready to die, can't help it I know you're wicked, I can't help myself I'm so ready to die, can't help it I know you're wicked, I can't help my- [Bridge] Self-assured, that even we'll be fine But the bayonet thought, it kills me inside Well, I guess, you've got me in a bind But how can I be surprised I really should get untied To get away with a quick farewell And if it's out there, then this is hell [Chorus] I'm so ready to die, can't help it I know you're wicked, I can't help myself I'm so ready to die, can't help it (I can't help it) I know you're wicked, I can't help myself, (I can't help it) I'm so ready to die, can't help it (I can't, I can't help it) I know you're wicked, I can't help myself (I can't, I can't help it) I'm so ready to die, can't help it (I can't, I can't help it) I know you're wicked, I can't help myself, (I can't, I can't help it) To get away with a quick farewell And if it's out there, then this is hell