Spinning

So you take a breath And tell me all the stupid shit you've done Crumble for a day and then become Whatever people want you to be Caught up in retrospect With what slipped through my fingers once again I'd kill for one more chance to make amends Write messages I know I'll never send So I sit back and watch as you just fall apart The floor implodes, the spinning starts You say you're fine, but you're lying through your teeth Then the lights go out, and you're left holding on Lost in the way you walk Try smoking out the ruminating thoughts But forever landing back on the stone floor It hurts, but it's not your fault So I sit back and watch as you just fall apart The floor implodes, the spinning starts You say you're fine, but you're lying through your teeth Then the lights go out, and you're left holding on again Holding on again Oh, it's not something you try for a day It's time indoors and darkness when it rains Seldom you hear the good Just headphones on, misunderstood Try preaching but it comes out wrong Your folks can just stand by and watch Float on as days just disappear I love you, but you're never here You're told this time is not to waste Collapsed under that fucking phrase And all the while your friend cry out Tied up by the constant doubt Crawl in between the lines of text Too young to die but no fight left A scream inside a hurricane A spiral that I just can't explain