Enjoyment

I used to know that one Had it once and now it's gone Only want honesty, unsure of what it will do to me Caught in between trust and belief That rarely offered much release Are the constant questions coming to an end Not for me to say Not for me to say Had to loosen up Won't get everything you want Only want honesty Preparing for what it would do to me Coming to grips in disbelief Outside ourselves it often leads Where the obstacles could be coming to an end We want a life of enjoyment With no more aggravation At the end of the line, it is not for me to say We want a life of enjoyment With no more aggravation At the end of the line, it is not for me to say It's not for me to say, not for me to say When I sing my song (when I sing my song) They said now it won't be long Got Sade on repeat, I'll be relying on muscle memory Harder than you or they may think I'll channel that one frequency With outside pressure coming to an end We want a life of enjoyment With no more aggravation At the end of the line, it is not for me to say We want a life of enjoyment With no more aggravation At the end of the line, it is not for me to say Tried to keep true to form Don't care what they think Much better off inside the comfort of life without fear Hoping to give you more From what I can see Much better off between the final place and right here A life of enjoyment With no more aggravation At the end of the line, it is not for me to say We want a life of enjoyment No more aggravation At the end of the day, it is not my place If it is what it was, then it's not for me When push comes to shove on the final take At the end of the line, it is not for me to say