Escapism

Get me out of my head Drag me out of my bed and make me Move around to forget There is time that needs to be wasted To feel something instead I will dive in my own delusions Draping mirrors again Safe inside of my own illusion It's the hope that kills you So I close my eyes till it all fades And so I close my eyes then it all fades Yet I'm still aching, breaking, trying again But I'll just close my eyes till it all fades Stepping into the void Even if it amounts to nothing Silence is to avoid Reaching out to hold on to something I wish I could enjoy Worthless means of communicating Words that only destroy Leave me, feeling, fearing oh I just close my eyes till it all fades And so I close my eyes then it all fades Yet I'm still aching, breaking, trying again But I'll just close my eyes till it all fades I can't help but feel I can't tell what's real It's the hope that kills you So I close my eyes till it all fades And so I close my eyes then it all fades Yet I'm still aching, breaking, trying again But I'll just close my eyes till it all fades Close my eyes till at all— Close my eyes till at all— Yet I'm still aching, breaking, trying again But I'll just close my eyes till it all fades