Ritual

[Verse 1] I think I'm going blind Oh, I can see the sign I feel it coming I feel it coming I hope you close my eyes When I run out of time [Pre-Chorus] Unintelligible Distressed I played it out of my head Catastrophically Obsessed It makes me rip my heart out of my chest! [Chorus] 'Cause I just see death in what is beautiful In all the funerals, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual [Verse 2] Ignoring my prescription I found a new addiction Now, I'm not eating And I'm not sleeping My mind is playing fiction A curse on my existence Hyperfixation [Pre-Chorus] No medication stops me from calling the dead Light the candles on my bed Bracing for the world to end It makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head [Chorus] 'Cause I juste see death In what is beautiful In all the funerals, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual But I deprive myself like it's a ritual But I deprive myself like it's a ritual