Silence

Lately I've been feeling more and more depressed Look at my phone to distract me from nothingness My life on the screen don't compare to theirs But in the end I'm the only one who fucking cares That's why I'm hating on everything and everyone That's why I'm blind to the angry person I've become I just want to remember what it's like to feel I just want to go back before these drugs and pills Now I'm locked inside I ain't seen sun in weeks Got Nothing, Nowhere playing on repeat Shouts to the ones that still hold me down Wouldn't be here without you I don't know what to say So I won't say anything The silence is deafening But so what... And all I ever wanted was someone to share it with But I guess that's just life so here we go For the first time in a month I took a step outside Almost tripped down the stares sun hit me dead in the eyes Thought I was blind but then suddenly I felt more alive Than I had since I was 15 without even trying And all this time I'd given up settled cold in the dark Like my skin wasn't thick enough for my cold little heart Never thought shit could change. Learn just to be who you are I'm saying fuck that shit go be a fucking rock star I don't know what to say So I won't say anything The silence is deafening But so what... And all I ever wanted was someone to share it with But I guess that's just life so here we go