Shame

I wish I could be anyone, anyone but me I wish that I could disappear anytime I sleep And when I see a satellite, flying pass the sun I wish I could live a better life, but I find myself numb Singing Isn't that a big shame That you promised me your heart? You hit me like a freight train Now the damage has been done And I promised that I wouldn't cry Are you satisfied with me? Now and then I get a little lost A little harder to see You melt me like an icecap You're the alibi I need (you're the alibi I need) Trying not to let it hurt again But it's starting to bleed Singing Isn't that a big shame That you promised me your heart? You hit me like a freight train Now the damage has been done I keep trying to let the blood drain But you're coming back for more, oh I wish I could be anyone, anyone but me I wish that I could disappear anytime I sleep And when I see a satellite, flying past the sun