Light Leaks Through

Trace panic attacks on a memory map I'll meet you where the light leaks through A dark hotel room, a place to rest my head Scared of my reflection, to see it for what it is The plane is taking off And I don't wanna be awake for it A fatal flaw in the way we remember Mind made up, disposable I'm high enough to scale the walls of your surrounding Desperate eyes, impossible It hurts to be alive and not beside you But the version of the person that you miss does not exist The version of the person that you miss does not exist And I'm learning everything I was refusing to admit The version of the person that you miss does not exist Trace panic attacks on a memory map I'll need you when the night bleeds through A borrowed mantra, a phrase to rest my head I'm sharing my perspective, I see it for what it is This plane is taking off And I don't wanna be awake for it A fatal flaw in the way we remember Mind made up, disposable I'm high enough to scale the walls of your surrounding Desperate eyes, impossible It hurts to be alive and not beside you But the version of the person that you miss does not exist The version of the person that you miss does not exist And I'm learning everything I was refusing to admit The version of the person that you miss does not exist