Trust Fall

[Time] Things ain't changed fuck the future fuck a plan Everything gets erased in the city of the damned When does the world mean when yours is shattered? What if we're all just eggs in the alien's batter? The earth is a mixing bowl do i even matter? Are we just bread on the universe's platter? Is my future just to be sustenance for worms? The rats eat the еyes first i guess they'll gеt their turn But until then till the flies to fuck off Cause i still got plans even though my souls lost The other night i invited death to come and take me He came to my room and just stared at me blankly I called him a coward i guess hes more mature than me Shinigami eyes he said no it's too early My guardian angel's xanned out, I'm looking for a handout No one's for praying for me I'm sinking in the sand now [Xiu Xiu] It's a sick and sad world No one is praying for me If i trust you and fall Would you even catch me? It's a sick and sad world No one is praying for me If i trust you and fall Would you even catch me? Don't you know I'm trying to heal, Don't you know time can steal? The hands on the clock can shoplift your thoughts But i got bullet proof locks on this heart shaped box I'm changing the future with my imagination If I can manifest I'm manifesting patience I've visualized my death so many times It feels good to leave my body and the weight of the grind Primordial soup I came out the slime Who cares where i came from as long as i climb One day one breath one shoe one step Maybe you want to die but just make it to the next I listen to the trees always giving advice Surrendering trustful and strong through the night And if that tree falls then fuck it lets grieve Cuz everything has a cycle we transition like leaves I don't have answers I'm a question that's released [Xiu Xiu] It's a sick and sad world No one is praying for me If i trust you and fall Would you even catch me? It's a sick and sad world No one is praying for me If i trust you and fall Would you even catch me?