Dying Slowly

[Verse 1] I've got memories I keep them away from me They won't behave Won't be what I want them to be [Refrain] I've seen it all and it's all dumb I've been with everyone and no one [Verse 2] So many squandered moments So much wasted time So busy chasing dreams I left myself behind [Refrain] I've seen it all and it's all dumb I've been with everyone and no one [Chorus] So this dying slowly It seemed better than shooting myself This dying slowly It seemed better than shooting myself [Verse 3] But these worms, darling They're nibbling away at me They go at it when I'm sleeping Won't let me get to my feet [Refrain] I've seen it all and it's all dumb I've been with everyone and no one [Chorus] So this dying slowly It seemed better than shooting myself This dying slowly It seemed better than shoot--- [Bridge] If I could find the words to explain this fear Then I would shout them out If I could find out honestly what's inside it I would shout it out [Chorus] So this dying slowly It seemed better than shooting myself This dying slowly It seemed better than shouting it out [Verse 4] I'll make some coffee Pull on that good pair of pants I can get so far towards it The feeling just falls away [Refrain] I've seen it all and it's all dumb I've been with everyone and no one [Outro] I'm just tired, baby I just need to lay down I'm just tired, darling I just need to lay down I'm just tired, baby I just need to lay down I'm just tired, darling I just need to lay down I'm just tired, darling