Malleable

You didn't mean to hurt me You were just being honest Well, honestly, I'm hurting Yeah, that's the truth, I promise So why'd you have to say that? What was it you were wanting? How did you think I'd take that? 'Cause you seemed surprised about me crying I've been so malleable So easily defined by you Thought it made me valuable To be exactly what you wanted It's just impractical To be a fraction of myself for you Thought it made me valuable But this isn't what I wanted You said my name so gently And then you dropped the bomb You never really loved me And you're still surprised about me crying I've been so malleable So easily defined by you Thought it made me valuable To be exactly what you wanted It's just impractical To be a fraction of myself for you Thought it made me valuable But this isn't what I wanted I was like putty in your hands Looking back, I understand I would have done better if I knew how to You turned me into something, and I allowed you I was a board to pin your dreams And this is not a reckoning, but I walk away with nothing, and it reminds me If I don't start looking, I'll never find me I've been so malleable So easily defined by you Thought it made me valuable To be exactly what you wanted, oh It's just impractical To be a fraction of myself for you Thought it made me valuable But this isn't what I wanted I'ts just impractical To be a fraction of myself for you Thought it made me valuable But this isn't what I wanted