20 (scared of the dark)

[Verse 1] I'm twenty now I'm so scared of the dark I'm scared of the future and afraid of the past My sister, she told me I need to try and pull my way [Verse 2] And the other day, my [?] told me I need to eat more I feel fine on most days, but I wish that I could bleed it all out now and call it a day And lay my body to rest [Chorus] And wake up with somebody With a right to be They would look at me and say that, 'do I wanna be?' But it never seems to follow me to make the call, all those are yours [Verse 3] I'm waking up with trees over dreaming It appears to be I'm constantly needed to Be attended to, don't forget about me [Verse 4] I don't get too close bеcause I don't know how I'll react if you tell mе all the right words I like you back, would we fall asleep, dressed like they do in the movies? [Chorus] But I wake up with somebody With a right to be Would you look at me and say that, 'do I wanna be?' But it never seems to follow me to make the call, all those are yours