Sometimes

I don't like to be alone With thoughts that don't belong To me And I can swim inside your head For hours till I'm fed With all your insecurities It takes me forever and a night To get back in my own fight Sometimes, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be me There's some kind of lie, that I just can't see And sometimes, I don't wanna be me I am suddenly aware Of what you're doing here And why I hate myself today It burns a hole through everything A word can leave a stain That doesn't always wash away It takes me places I don't wanna go It's not the me that I know Sometimes, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be me There's some kind of lie, that I just don't believe And sometimes, I don't wanna be me Oh, it takes me places I don't wanna go It's not what I know Sometimes, I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be me There's some kind of lie, that I just can't see And sometimes, I don't wanna be me Oh, sometimes I get in my way with the little things you say It makes me believe that I'm not ok Sometimes, I don't wanna be me