Cruel

Holding your breath Trying to ready yourself For whatever I'm gonna do Will I drag you in bed Trying to fix it with sex Or will I tell you I'm done with you I know, I know, I know I'm complicated kinda crazy but Will you stay the night? I know, I know it's hard to trust me But if you let me I I'll make it right I don't ever mean to Take it out on you I don't want to hurt you But I always do I don't have a clue what's fucking wrong with me But I'm always turning on the ones that love me I don't ever mean to No I don't mean to be cruel Dropping the Ls Like there's nobody else But there's somebody on my heart I'm trying my best to fall in love with myself Never thought it would be this hard I know I know I know it's complicated and frustrating you Wish that I were fine I know that it's a lot to ask of you to wait for me but please Give me a little more time 'cause I don't ever mean to Take it out on you I don't want to hurt you But I always do I don't have a clue what's fucking wrong with me But I'm always turning on the ones that love me I don't ever mean to No I don't mean to be cruel Cruel Yeah I got a couple problems Yeah I'm trying to work on them Yeah I promise I'm working on them Will you wait as I'm working on them 'Cause you know I don't ever mean to Take it out on you I don't want to hurt you But I always do I don't have a clue what's fucking wrong with me But I'm always turning on the ones that love me I don't ever mean to No I don't mean to be cruel No I don't mean to be cruel No I don't mean to be cruel Cruel