Withdrawals

The doctor said to talk to him If I wanted to get off my meds But I never called his office in Poured the bottle in the garbage can I'm stuck in this apartment and I'm anxious like the cops are here I tried to call, like, all my friends None of them are answering Is this the moment where I can't control it? Got no appetite, I guess the party's over I can't sleep at night, and I keep rolling over 'Cause my skin is itchy and the paranoia Got me worried, sick, and it is so annoying I been throwing up, it looked like motor oil But I chose to quit, and now I can't avoid it The right things to do are the hardest choices Is this the moment when I need a donor? Liver failing from the liquor pouring All the room is spinning, it ain't vodka soda What is almost killing me is being sober Talk about pitfalls Surrounded by brick walls This is what kids call Withdrawals Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose Really wish that I was high with all my friends I never cared for therapists My arrogance embarrassing It isn't fair to tear with this Addiction place my parents in I'm scared repair will never fix The voluntary negligence The wear and tear my errors did They almost had to bury me Is this the moment where I screw up and relapse? Waste all my money on rehab Can't take a pill from the doctor to relax Lash out in anger whenever I react Feel like a weak man, I don't wanna be that Living every day to get a buzz on the weekend I'm in the deep end, fighting with demons Tryna stay clean, I just really need a reason My bones are shaking and my hands and feet I see my rib cage, but I can't eat I still wake up panicking, so I can't sleep I just sit in the bathtub and try to breathe Talk about pitfalls Surrounded by brick walls This is what kids call Withdrawals Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose Really wish that I was high with all my friends I've never felt this bad before I don't know if I'll make it Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now But I'm hoping and praying My whole life I wanted more This might be the end But now I've had too much fun, it's over now I loved what I hated Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose Really wish that I was high with all my friends Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose Really wish that I was high with all my friends