Freaking Out

At another party, didn't wanna go Hundred people drinking alone You're so pretty and you want me to stay But in my head, I'm already home If I could fake it honestly I would, honestly But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out All of my anxieties are freakin' out Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever" Trippin' over all of my apologies Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever" I'm drying your eyes asking for a light Fightin' on the side of the road Baby, don't blame me, blame the ADHD But I was never diagnosed If I could fake it honestly I would, honestly But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out All of my anxieties are freakin' out Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever" Trippin' over all of my apologies Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever" I'm a little past out my depth Drowning in the deep end And I know you can't understand I'm freakin' out I'm a little past pull me out Fake a smile, calm down And I know you can't understand At another party, didn't wanna go In my head I'm already home