memory raw

I wake up every morning wishing you were texting me And now I'm sipping on this bottle, I love Hennessy I still remember every promise that you said to me I think I'm dead and now I'm living in a memory Oh, I know, I know You have blocked my cellphone I sit here ringing on your number when I feel alone Without your love I feel so lost, I don't know where to go I think I'm somewhere in the middle trying to find my way home You're at a party and you're drunk, why are you texting me? You're just a girl that broke my heart when I was seventeen You tell me not to come back, you tell me I'm a douchebag But every time I come home you wanna get me alone I can't be the one that you own because You and me is all that I know of us Oh, I'm falling victim to your love, it's once again Oh, I wanna fuck up on your bed until the sun comes up She's next to me lying awake I smell her cigarettes on her body from yesterday Thinking 'bout the day that she told me she would kill herself She mixed the vodka with the pills, she couldn't help herself Fuck! I miss that summer that I spent with the you in Tennessee I hope somebody kills me like I'm fucking Kennedy I'm so obsessed with you, you used to be obsessed with me I think I'm dead and now I'm living in a memory