Just For Now

My heart beats loud enough to deafen me And you keep coming to me in my dreams And lights flash I beg that you'll appear in flesh And tell me everything I want to hear And the again La la la la la la... If the pain is endless How can I live? How can I live? When the weight is relentless To be with you now Feels like the only way out Maybe you can make it better I don't need forever Just find me somehow And if you're unsure, cause we're been here before I don't want more than for You to talk me down And love me just for now Love me just for now My mind plays with you like you're it's favourite game And I shake, addicted to the drug I crave And I'm trapped, carrying this burden on my back But I won't let you fall Even if my body cracks La la la la la la Even if my body cracks La la la la la la la I don't need my body If the pain is endless How can I live? How can I live? When the weight is relentless To be with you now Feels like the only way out Maybe you can it better I don't need forever Just find me somehow And if you're unsure 'Cause we're been here before I don't want more than for You to talk me down And love me just for now Love me just for now I can't erased what we had So please understand It's not how I want this to be Yet, I'm chained to the past And in sinking fast It's not how I wanted you to see me If the pain is endless How can I life? How can I live? When the weight is relentless To be with you now Feels like the only way out Maybe you can make it better I don't need forever Just find me somehow And if you're unsure, cause we're been here before I don't want more than for You to talk me down And love me just for now Love me just for now