Crown Shyness

So much grows around me In my sorrow dreams No matter How far I reach I can't feel a thing Drowning So to speak Tell me Do you even know what depression looks like? Is it tangible? See through every disguise So much to show But is my progression finite Does it matter at all? (Matter at all) Lately I'm feeling like the only tree Breaking through the canopy Hoping for sunlight Leaving my roots behind Talk like you always know what's best for me The voices they are deafening Staring past my eyes Telling me how I lie to myself About everything that I need But I can't see what's in front of me Autumn comes to cut me down to size It becomes beautiful to die Still waiting, patiently Tell me Do you even know what depression looks like? Is it tangible? See through every disguise So much to show But is my progression finite Does it matter at all? (Matter at all) Lately I'm feeling like the only tree Breaking through the canopy Hoping for sunlight Leaving my roots behind Talk like you always know what's best for me The voices they are deafening Staring past my eyes Telling me how I die Alone I have everything that I need But I can't see what's in front of me