Jester Gestures/Beastiful

[Part I: Jester Gestures] [Intro](𝘗𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘓𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘦) [Chorus] Jester (Jester) All she did was laugh, pester Ridiculing? Give it a rest, damn Arrest her? "No, a rest", ma'am Gesture (Gesture) Rowdy? "We have guests" Who is it? Hope it's not her Rambunctious, rebellious I wouldn't have guessed, sure Broke my mind in two Wouldn't have guessed her After all we been through [Verse 1] Didn't expect her to act crazy My ex played me like a violin Broke up, violеnt She thinks I'm a clown, jester Nothing I did could imprеss her Caught her lacking, pressed her In silence, heart's damaged My sadness was her advantage She ran away, scared, broad day Backstabbing? I wasn't bleeding She was radioactive, toxic like— Wasting my time, sanity Turned demonic, apocalyptic Wasn't shocked, electric, septic Minor misdemeanor? Setback? Nah, perra tranquila, step back Moved on, "found some better" She set me up, but I upset her Kept my composure Caught in a lie, full exposure Once upon a time, thought I needed— (Yeah) Blood ran dry, need anesthesia [Chorus] Jester (Jester) All she did was laugh, pester Ridiculing? Give it a rest, damn Arrest her? "No, a rest", ma'am Gesture (Gesture) Rowdy? "We have guests" Who is it? Hope it's not her Rambunctious, rebellious I wouldn't have guessed, sure Broke my mind in two Wouldn't have guessed her After all we been through [Verse 2] Using mass manipulation? Saving what reputation? Live with your expectations? Mentally ill, psychotic Hatred insinuator Detest, cease and desist Assistance? Forgot you even exist [Chorus] Jester (Jester) All she did was laugh, pester Ridiculing? Give it a rest, damn Arrest her? "No, a rest", ma'am Gesture (Gesture) Rowdy? "We have guests" Who is it? Hope it's not her Rambunctious, rebellious I wouldn't have guessed, sure Broke my mind in two Wouldn't have guessed her After all we been through [Outro] You're an understatement Not sacred, so noncomplacent No sense of decency Ecstatic, you're out of my life For what your worth? Nothing My conscience told me right Full of devilish ways Why do you have to invade? No longer have to feel enslaved Knew you were selfish You were unaware, that's okay Didn't survive for another day [Part II: Beastiful] [Intro] (𝘖𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘶𝘱𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦) Thought you were mine? (𝘗𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘓𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘦) [Verse] Had an inconvenience Redundant, had no meaning Didn't want me to pursue Bribing? Hundred dollars per sue? Begging me to stay? Admit it, never loved me anyway Why did I fall for you? Such an irritant, tyrant All we had, manipulative violence Ended your reign of terror Broken your possessive barriers Relationship buried underneath Full of deceit and disbelief Insane, rabid Our relationship can't be salvaged It's irrelevant, invaluable, invalid Cry over me? What's next, a ballad? Physically left, memories, I still retain Can't just leave me completely? Why do you have to deceive me? Overzealous, overthrowing Was my insufficiency enjoyable? Was it satisfactory, deplorable? Tried to manipulate? That's adorable Living in an untold fable Tried to diss, but got disabled Personality's so unstable Out of control, went haywire Sparks flying, started a fire Relationship was burned How come you're still here? Shouldn't you be in an urn? Respect isn't given, it's earned Of course, you wouldn't know Taught something, never learned Worthwhile? Autocorrect, worthless Blessing? No, you're a curse Need reimbursement, reassurance? Causing so much turbulence Didn't ask you to be in my life Wanted you to die, no dice More irritating than head lice Ran away scared, petrified? Scared stiff, petrified wood Wouldn't give you mine At the top, you're still a denominator Online, trying to cyber chase Such a hater, it's almost 2023 Hater, still watching Cyberchase? Virus detected? Oh, it you Error, corrupt motherboard, erased Gone without a trace Can't breathe, asphyxiation Relationship? More like suffocation Gone from my life forever Come back? No, stay away You deserve an extended vacation Don't tread near me ever again Stop trying to offend Were best friends, then lovers Now, we're strangers This couldn't get any stranger Stop trying to arrive in my presence You're my worst gift, present Absent, never present Manipulator? Let me present Camila is the name of a traitor If you see her, run, don't save her If you're with her, please trade her Alzheimer's? I rather forget you I'm up, you're more of a setup Upset after I "set you up" That's not upsetting Manipulation setup was upsetting Setting up a planned scheme It's backfired Fired back at you, ruined your setup Can't recover, such a letdown Try to let me up, let me down still Try beyond your "expectations" That setup set you up for failure Failed and you always will That's the truth, face it