Insomnia

I see now I see now What I have lost control of It crumbles It crumbles Any answer I could throw up Lost count of the days that fly It's hard on me Getting sleep Getting by Ha I laugh away the pain as I smile wide But if I say what's on my mind You'd be too busy diagnosing to hear me cry Ha Stop preaching like you know what if right It's all blurry lines So I'll do as I like And I don't care if its sickening This face is the really real me I'm done denying it I don't want to hide away I want to know the real you, so Let's go someplace with moral lines erased Cuz if I stay here At this rate I'll go insane This city's starving me and all my dreams Up from the ash My final play I'm ending this game To my old life I say goodbye No looking back this time Come tonight You and I will get through This someway Our hearts and fates intertwined Now let's escape As I pray Somehow Someday We'll be together My messy heart stays hidden Far behind a roar of laughter as I fall apart And with a whisper You spoke This stage is set for a plot twist Cameras roll What a joke I choke a laugh the whole night through I threw my youth and hopes and dreams away There's nothing left to lose I'm just an empty page My name's erased My futures torn in two You see The truth is I'm so sick I pray you'll have to suffer soon I don't know myself these days I only know there's nothing left for me but misery Burning my brain Can't look away The truth engraved Into a heart that can't take the pain Crawling out of hell Each bitter flame has led to this day And even though I've buried hope Tomorrow's sewn A bud of faith upon its grave At night I keep of praying That you and I Are still tied by heart and fate Even though I know we'll never met-again-tho My messy hearts stays hidden Far behind a roar of laughter as I fall apart And with a whisper You spoke The stage is set For your plot twist Cameras roll My insomnia has got me up I can't sleep I cry the nights away Feels nice to feel something I won't regret a single tear I shed Instead Let them shine Let them dream Up from the ash My final play I'm ending this game To my old life I say goodbye No looking back this time Come tonight You and I will get through this someway Our hearts and fates intertwined Now let's escape As I pray Somehow Someday We'll be together My messy hearts stays hidden far Behind a roar of laughter as I fall apart And with a whisper I spoke The stage is set for my plot twist Cameras roll