Blindsided again

By the time I hit the lights There was no more pain and no more fight Staring up a gun, you get a lot done When I realized the time was ticking like an atom bomb I learned to sing along, like there was nothing wrong Now I'm blindsided again Now I'm blindsided again When I was a child The spacemen that I thought I saw Were absolutely real, real is how you feel When I realized the time was ticking like an atom bomb I learned to sing along, like there was nothing wrong Now I'm blindsided again Now I'm blindsided again This is my last chance now One more roll of my dice At night I dream I grow wings I soar above my own life