killing time

[Verse] When all my time is wasted When I'm bitter and old When my tongue is twisted Will this weight still hold me down? Will fall get colder than old winters? In my head, I'm not a victim Missing you and all your habits And I barely even felt the slightest bit alive How much time can I kill Before it's something else that dies? And I realized there's no point to scream and cry I've tried harder than most, until I started asking why I've seen every photograph And I still can't spot what's wrong It's like you weren't even there And like I did it all alone (Did it all alone)