Hey Jane

Always, always, always wear a condom Dont' trust- Hey Jane, we got the news and I ain't know what to do I didn't panic, I was comfortin' you Still in shock, but damn, the late response, is this really true? If it was bound to happen to me, I'm lucky it's you Hey Jane, your hair long and your legs long And we can both relate to the fact that our dads gone Couple good qualities on you, you can pass on You're not dumb, and your face good, and your head strong, look Hey Jane, I know my mom'll be excited as hell I know your mom'll be excited as well But people talk, so let's pretend we ain't got no one to tell I know our exes wanna see us in Hell, this ain't about them, no This ain't about kinfolk, this our decision with a small window I wanna jump out, but if you wanna stay in the room, I can not bug out Time blockin' the driveway, I can not pull out, nah, I didn't pull out Wow, I'm disappointed in me, this ain't like me How can I be reckless? This ain't my lifestyle Never had no scare in my life 'til now Ain't in the space to raise no goddamn child Hey Jane, I'm terrified, petrified I don't wanna give my freedom up, or sanitize it This my fault, the results are justified I fucked up, I'm stressed out, I'm dead inside But, hey Jane, who am I to come bitch and complain? You gotta deal with all the mental and physical change All the heaviest emotions, and the physical pain Just to give the kid the man last name? Fuck that Our resumes unmet, the bus stopped that light We ain't make it to love yet Took a shortcut to forever, I'm upset (Fuck) 'Cause we was in the back, no strings, but our tongues wet We haven't boat tripped, we haven't argued We still learnin' each other, I don't know all you And you don't know all me, how am I to live with That is not a good foundation to have kids with Or maybe it is, maybe it's not, just not yet Maybe that's a blessing in disguise, not a regret Look Jane, it's your choice at the end of the day Just know I support either way, no pressure Hey T, we got the news and I forgot how to breathe In a panic, you was comfortin' me Damn, what do we do, what are the odds? Is this really true? If it was bound to happen to me, I'm lucky it's you Hey T, your legs long and your waist thin And we can both relate to the fact we got great skin You're not dumb, and your energy is a good mood A lil' weird, but overall you's a good dude, huh Hey T, how would you feel if we kept it a secret? It's a voice inside me begging me to keep it I'm thirty-five and my ovaries might not reset I don't wanna live my whole life feelin' regret Damn, a feeling you can never understand (I can't) You just hope to God I get my period again I was twenty-four and- Look, I don't wanna go through that experience again Hey T, things happen, no one is wrong (It was an accident) But I don't need to stress, I can do this alone My mom did it, your mom did it, this ain't a pride thing This a more "I prefer to have peace of mind" thing I got my own bread, I don't need you to buy things 'Cause my needs don't include your money and status I can move back to London and avoid any static Between us, no need to make it hard like a callus There's too much on your palette, this is really traumatic for me I can raise it by myself, I'm dramatic, you see Pushing people out my life is a habit, I see Can you crack a window so I can breathe? Hey T, I'm scared too (I am too) It was so hard for me to tell you, to tell truth I ain't wanna tell me, I look in the mirror, like, damn, I failed me I'm scared to tell my momma, scared to tell my bitches Scared of all the people who don't know what's in our business Scared of all they advice, and my intuitions Scared of not knowin', but too scared to make decisions I said I wouldn't do this again It's a lose if I lose lil' bro in the end And it's a lose-lose, if I lose you as a friend I been losin' myself, it ain't no one to defend me I got a mini version of myself livin' in me You pullin' out your hair, I walk around in a frenzy I'm feelin' the resentment every time you get near me My body has a clock and I don't know where the end be Emotions throwin' around like a frisbee My titties gettin' bigger and I'm cravin' a ten piece T, no matter the decision of day, I just want us to be cool either way No pressure