Woken By Noises

So I'm woken I'm woken by noises Neighbors stamping and laughing and voices Move from screens, write it apart I lie here wondering if it's all over Flash backs flashing Tear at colors Demons voices My heart summons Broken broken by waking Shaking is all used to be filled with sadness Desense into madness feeling I'm sinking Far too much thinking Flash backs flashing and strobing Probing my barely functioning mind Smoking, I'm smoking again The pressure built up so I thought I'd cave in And my chest is tight, and light and thunder Forgive my thoughts it's sending me under I can't breathe I can't speak I can't see I can't feel Ah man, it's not so bad If only the morning would come, I could focus My eyes and thoughts composed are more rational I climb from this hole the morning I fashion a leapad Sunshine and daydreams, sunscreen Drinking more water Talking, talking or singing The song is all leaving me Drifting away into nothing I'm woken, woken by noises, neighbors, and drunken Their fast Spanish voices go round and around Their sound doesn't keep me awake but the thoughts I pound But the picture I think of the most when I'm trying to sleep Is not fair in the north Sun soaked pleasure beach Spinning round Spinning [x20]