HEINOUS

My life is heinous Everywhere I go I'm becoming the problem And there's never peace, I don't know where to find it I'm looking in those places where I've been defiant I hate that I will never feel like I belong This is a textbook example of aggression The animalistic instincts of the human nature Exhibit A I'm not submissive, all this pessimism came from talking down on me Motherfuckers try to make me out to who they wanna see Fuck that shit, I would only do what I was meant to do And you can suck my dick thinking this life I lead is not the truth (Pussy) I done seen my niggas fall into despair (Too deep) Try to reach out and then I noticed that nobody cares Bitch, it's fucked up They'll watch us slipping deep into the cracks (Cracks) The world we know's a fucked up place, yeah, I know all 'bout that My life is heinous Everywhere I go I'm becoming the problem And there's never peace, I don't know where to find it I'm looking in those places where I've been defiant I hate that I will never feel like I belong My life is heinous Everywhere I go I'm becoming the problem And there's never peace, I don't know where to find it I'm looking in those places where I've been defiant I hate that I will never feel like I belong Always being treated so different by people And no matter what, we won't ever be equal So I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil They'll throw me to the wolves and then everyone's gone Everyone's gone, gone Everyone's, everyone's gone Everyone's gone, gone Everyone's gone Don't you get sick of doing crooked shit to entertain your misery? (Yeah) I ain't looking for the validation 'cause I wanna be (Okay) Far from motherfuckers tryna frame me for the way I think No matter what I say, they label me a fuckin' enemy Live or die, I'ma always be the realest (Okay) No matter how numb I get, I put on my life that you gon' feel it (Respect) This disdain, it might kill me, fuck it, we ball, I'm still committed I move around in the game but I can't help but to keep my distance Yeah, this shit is heinous Ayy, bitch, this shit is heinous Yeah, watch yo' mouth, this shit get heinous Goddamn, my life is heinous My life is heinous Everywhere I go I'm becoming the problem And there's never peace, I don't know where to find it I'm looking in those places where I've been defiant I hate that I will never feel like I belong (Gone) Always being treated so different by people And no matter what, we won't ever be equal (Gone) So I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil They'll throw me to the wolves and then everyone's gone I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil Throw me to the wolves and then everyone's gone I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil Throw me to the wolves and then everyone's gone