Outro Deuce

They say signs of the end is near I just started They say signs of the end is near I'm not going They say signs of the end is near I'll be back They say signs of the end is near But I'm done They say signs of the end is near I just started They say signs of the end is near I'm not going They say signs of the end is near I'll be back They say signs of the end is near But I'm done Question Do you live for life or death I'm wondеring, should I go right or left Should I celebratе, should I fight, or should I rest Should I stay awake, or should I say what's on my chest Or should I say what they want me to say Like I'm a puppet for the duckets Should I put my gun away or bust it Should I start the revolution or just sit here, not budging I wanted something more out of life, but she did not want it Even if I was her husband, we was not fucking Not making love or nothing We was struggling, we was hustling While rich folks is getting money Fuck the respect, we got the respect And fucked the money off Faster than you can cash a check How can I fuck the laws and love Allah Impossible dualities, normal and abnormality Fantasy and reality battling me Fighting a battle in me, babbling on And no one understands each other Like when we fell from Babylon They say signs of the end is near I just started They say signs of the end is near I'm not going They say signs of the end is near I'll be back They say signs of the end is near But I'm done They say signs of the end is near I just started They say signs of the end is near I'm not going They say signs of the end is near I'll be back They say signs of the end is near But I'm done Yeah So what's the meaning of life I always thought that I would hear it when my spirit was right I always thought that I would find it in the lyrics and mic I always thought that it'd be closer with each follow and like Every dollar and Vic In every bottle and vice I thought the answers that I need were gonna fall from the sky But in reality, reality is all you can trust And so I found it in my friends that's been along for the ride I got some advice They told me do my past self a favor Every word you ever wrote for this album, you save it Cause at one point it's all you ever wanted to say Past you needed it heard, fuck the you of today So this is for 2020 and 2021 Version of me that didn't know who the hell he was Fat fuck, 360, 'fore he turned it around Heartbroken, self esteem rolling into the ground Alcoholic, undiscriminating wallet, overestimated Music dropping, ain't nobody want it, so depressed they hate it But now I'm in the position to tell my friends I made it 50 monthly listeners every one is a blessing baby Yeah Sam said make it a game Writer's block is just a censor conjured up by your brain So that's all I'm doing for now as I write on the page I know I've thanked the man enough in every song that you played I know my brother's probably listening to this and he'll be thinking Why'd you add another song to the outro, you're tweaking He gave some good advice when he pulled up the other weekend I should prolly heed his word He'll just say I'm overthinking It's okay cause he's the reason I ever started rappin I was 6 years old and he was in his room with music blasting Eminem Show, Without Me, and Till I Collapse Now we're both across the country Grown ups, now look at that Thank you Rick I mean that shit from the soul Without you I'd probably still be drinking a whole Bottle of liquor til I'm sleep Now there's peace I hope you know I'm a reflection of you when I'm achieving my goals I hate when rappers do these outros Thanking everybody that they met, so I'm out I'mma just make two and I'mma split this shit in half With a feature verse from Blu 2Face, that's a wrap I'm fucking done I just started They say signs of the end is near I'm not going They say signs of the end is near I'll be back They say signs of the end is near But I'm done They say signs of the end is near I just started They say signs of the end is near I'm not going They say signs of the end is near I'll be back They say signs of the end is near But I'm done