Head in the Clouds

Ay, so what's it gonna be? You gonna give in, or you gonna get free? I know, you was depending on back to back Soul cracking type events on me But I don't care There's a million repairs still left to be made Just so it could be fair Hope we can get there Grit your teeth and just bear Down So what's it gonna be? (Gonna be) You wanna feel love, or you wanna feel free? And I know you can't compare the feelings But there's a worth in believing Everything you love will go Wither away, never return, that I know But I will keep my head in the clouds, eyes above My faith in a God that I may never, ever know Alright, okay Let me tell you a couple things about these killers All night, all day They gon' hang around until you fall you asleep For real, though Wait until you dream Get all up in yo head, keepin' you between The thoughts and the screams The self and esteem Convert all your dreams to Nightmares on their screens I'm not here just to survive While I'm alive I want to live it Should I swallow my pride? You're damn right There's no way out So just give in Kickstart the ending I'm ready to begin On and on and on That's the way it goes No, you can't change it, so Don't try and change me All they wanna know Is how far you'll go To give the world a show Don't try and save me Goodbye, showtime This feels like salt in my wounds I try to hide This feels like salt in my wounds Like salt in my wounds Painted gold on rusted teeth, they smile wide (smile wide) Feed you echoes, call it truth, then fucking hide Sell your silence in a velvet sleeve Call it art, but bleed when you believe But bleed when you believe On and on and on That's the way it goes On and on and on That's how far you'll go On and on and on That's the way it goes No, you can't change it, so Don't try and change me All they wanna know Is how far you'll go To give the world a show Don't try and save me I leave only burned sand And the tellings in an unheard language These words aren't yours to understand These verses weren't written by mankind