kill.me_please

Kill me, please I'm begging this time Perpetually addicted to the high Living is easier when I'm fucking numb Distract from the fact That I'm losing everyone I love Time keeps slipping this life away (I'm becoming absent to my own decline) What's left to feel I'll just focus on dying It's all that's left to do anymore Live fast, die young and lose the people you love Nothing ever seems to be enough It never gets easier wiping the blood Caged in this casket That's filled with all my grief The dirt, it piles up And I let it bury me Kill me, please I'm begging this time Perpetually addicted to the high Living is easier when I'm fucking numb Distract from the fact That I'm losing everyone I love Kill, kill Kill Carved your name on the blade 'til there's bullet wounds Dig into the skin to remind me of you Nothing prepares you for this You'll never get back those moments you missed Sitting with all this regret How am I supposed to cope with your death? How do I accept that you're dead? There are no second chances No way around It's hard to keep pushing all of it down When the last memory I have Is putting you in the ground And I knew that I'd lose you While I waited on the bad news But nothing prepared me for how much I'd fucking miss you