high til i’m smiling

[Intro] (Oh, fuck you) [Chorus: VELVETEARS] If I wake up In a good mood, I'll know that I'm dreaming, maybe when I'm (Oh, fuck you) Dead, I'm buried smiling I lost my dealer's Number on purpose and then Asked my ex for his, and now I'm (Oh, fuck you) Getting higher and higher and higher [Post-Chorus: VELVETEARS & zzzahara] Waiting for purpose, when is it my turn? Guess it's like love, can't find if you're searchin' Fuck it, get so high, high 'til I'm smilin' 'Bout bein' nothin', can't wait 'til I'm nothin' I'm damn tryin', oops [Verse 1: zzzahara] I drop by I call, there's no answer A fine line To get you to notice Tryin' and tryin' and tryin' and tryin' (Can't you tell that I'm tryin'?) (And tryin' and tryin') [Verse 2: zzzahara] 'Cause inside here, I feel nothin' Will drink this cup and turn into somethin' And turnin', and turnin', and turnin' around Till off you can lie and don't touch the ground [Chorus: VELVETEARS, zzzahara, VELVETEARS & zzzahara] If I wake up (If I wakе up) In a good mood, I'll know that I'm dreaming, maybe when I'm (Oh, fuck you) Dеad I'm buried smiling I lost my dealer's Number on purpose and then Asked my ex for his, and now I'm (Oh, fuck you) Getting higher and higher and higher [Post-Chorus: VELVETEARS & zzzahara, VELVETEARS] Waiting for purpose, when is it my turn? Guess it's like love, can't find if you're searchin' Fuck it, get so high, high 'til I'm smilin' 'Bout bein' nothin', can't wait 'til I'm nothin' [Interlude] (Oh, fuck you) [Verse 2: zzzahara] Hand dropped down beside the bed, no feet on the ground Feelin' like forever will never come around I want to feel like I'm burnin' into you [Outro: zzzahara] I want to feel like I will never need you I want to feel like I will never need you (I want to feel like I will never need you) (I want to feel like I will never need you, Oh, fuck you) (I want to feel like I will never need you) (I want to feel like I will never need you, Oh, fuck you)