gutter (Ren Remix)

[Intro: Venbee] Dead in the gutter Dead in the gutter Dead in the gutter [Verse 1: Venbee] Back when I was fifteen, I got into the wrong crowd Got myself in trouble just to make a silly man proud When I was sixteen, I almost died Swear my mum watched my life flash behind her eyes When I was seventeen, I relapsed like ten times And that last one led me on a downward spiral Eighteen, picking up the drink Felt kinda nice 'cause I didn't have to think Nineteen, lockdown hit Everything around me, it all wеnt to shit Then I turned twenty, whеn did I turn twenty? How the fuck am I twenty? Like what? [Chorus: Venbee] I should be Dead in the gutter by now (dead in the gutter) Should be six feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner (dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter) [Chorus: Venbee] I should be Dead in the gutter by now (dead in the gutter) Should be six feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner (dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter) [Bridge: Ren] De-de-dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter Dead in the gutter [Verse 2: Ren] I was twenty-six, came back to the land of the living Before that, I was sick in the body, unforgiving Twenty-seven, so confused, still alive, but in pain I would smoke, till I'm dumb, till I'm numb in the brain Twenty-eight, let's get it straight, I put my paper to pen And applied the pressure to the pages, tell the story of Ren A story of a fallen angel amongst mortals and men Tryna carve a place inside a space or stumble again Twenty-nine, the world has changed, still I am sick Still overmedicated, stress-related, cuffs on my wrist Now I'm thirty When did I turn thirty? How the fuck am I thirty? [Chorus: Venbee] I should be Dead in a gutter by now Should be six feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner [Chorus: Venbee] I should be Dead in a gutter by now Should be six feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner (dead in a gutter, dead in a gutter, dead in a gutter) [Verse 3: Venbee] I'm just such a hypocrite Don't know how I live with it Tell my brother not to smoke, I'm the one who hasn't quit Really, I'm just winging it Hoping it don't go to shit Hoping I can find a place where I fit [Chorus: Venbee] I should be Dead in the gutter by now (dead in the gutter) Should be six feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner (dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter) [Chorus: Venbee] I should be Dead in the gutter by now (dead in the gutter) Should be six feet under Don't know how I swerved the corner (dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter, dead in the gutter) [Outro] Dead in the gutter Dead in the gutter Should be dead in the gutter Dead in the gutter Should be six feet under, don't know how I swerved the corner