Bitter

Old wounds What am I doing here Old news Facing my deepest fears Bury them deeper Til they suffocate Don't let them see you afraid But I can't think straight The mirror doesn't even show my face And I can't escape There's always something in my way Maybe I'm bitter And maybe I gave up on you Like you gave up on me Maybe I'll never Let go of how you let go of everything You ever made me believe No use Always under my skin Like it's somehow where you fit I can't change or escape I can't love when I hate you (And I know I fucking made you) I built a home so you could burn it down Cause all you wanted was to live without anyone Maybe I'm bitter And maybe I gave up on you Like you gave up on me Maybe I'll never Let go of how you let go of everything You ever made me believe Wouldn't care what it takes to cut you loose I'd jump into my grave to bury you Just let go, like how you let go of everything You ever made I changed my shape when you could not adjust You ran away when I was lost And now you wonder why I cut you off You're an infection without a cure I've been dragging everything for years through your bullshit I never learn How am I supposed to find a better way When you're resigned to give in the moment you see defeat You're bleeding misery, I need to see relief Maybe I've been getting hostile Cause everything we ever fought for Always goes up in smoke And I never let you go Yeah I'm fucking Bitter And maybe I gave up on you Like you gave up on me Maybe I'll never Let go of how you let go of everything You ever made me believe Wouldn't care what it takes to cut you loose I'd jump into my grave to bury you Just let go, like how you let go of everything You ever made