Thought About You

[Verse 1] I just wanna get my bread And talk my shit 'fore I end up dead I got all this blood sitting on my hands I never gave no fuck, so they understand Why I feel this way, just found God and I still don't pray 'Cause Satan prey on the weak, swear I can do it myself Soul stuck in the beats, it's like I'm crying for help Still, my expression is bleak Because my momma ain't raised no bitch Never take no shit from no nigga 'less he wanna see the black four-fifth From the ghetto where the oceans is, but all hope is lost We know the laws and quick to break 'em once the dough involved Young age, they wrote us off, guns blaze, they go to court I got a lot of homies gone, product of they broken home But who to say what's right and wrong? They ain't live it Looking straight into their eyes still, and they ain't get it [Chorus] But if I had a hundred dollars for every dream that I ever had I'd barely have enough to right the wrongs I did in the past They say forgive and forget, look at it and laugh We gave all that we had and got nothing [Verse 2] As far as music, kid, I'm innovative, niggas pretend to hate it Influence you niggas' favorite, you stupid believing different Authentic, you lack the stitching Sitting when it's game time, snitching when you face time What's wrong with you niggas? See, I was brought up where that talking get you shot up at apartments Where the bitch that set you up had told you meet her just that morning Just a warning, my performance astounding Everybody want something, get these niggas from round me Tryna climb skyscrapers Life is but a dream, but it's never what it seems So I never leave my weapon at the house Rather spend time sitting behind bars than in the grave I'm getting paid tryna change from my sinning ways [Chorus] But if I had a hundred dollars for every dream that I ever had I'd barely have enough to right the wrongs I did in the past They say forgive and forget, look at it and laugh We gave all that we had and got nothing [Verse 3] Working on my thousandth time telling you sorry Walking around, pretending it ain't affect me, but nothing was further from the truth Least I'm tryna recoup, just blame it on the youth No matter what you feel or seen, I was in it, too Probably more than you would ever believe You gave me something I would never receive again We probably won't be again, but would you expect it, though? I'm just the nigga that I promised you I was when you swore that I was better Was in it through the weather storm, just was better moving on There was a time I thought that I would never think about you again You was the best friend a nigga could have I used to call you when I thought that I would die that day And you would calm me down, and I would make my way You probably should have stayed; it just wasn't your place I thought about you today