It Was Always There

I'm finally seeing What's in front of my eyes Couldn't live here forever Inside a disguise This house has got stories That it won't ever tell Burned down like a fire The last drop in the well I am fading far away from all I've ever known I'm just wondering how I never saw it coming Through my door 'Cause it was always there Always there Yeah It was always there Always there My mother's an outlaw The best there ever was I learned all that I needed Within these four walls I got gold in a package Mailman hands me the goods Just one taste and I've lost it Like she knew that I would I am fading far away from all I've ever known I'm just wondering how I never saw it coming Through my door 'Cause it was always there Always there Yeah It was always there Always there