Sober

I have tried so hard to feel much more for her than nothing Wouldn't it be nice if I pretended that I care I can promise her a life of wonderful perfection I can promise her that I will lead her from despair Come the day and I'll be over And she will leave me all alone Will I stay Will I stay sober Or just bottle all my shame She She drags me under Pulls me over Now I'm sober She I don't want her anymore I don't need her anymore So I leave her, standing When I look at her a creeping guilt lies in my lusting Does she realise just what she's doing to herself I can promise her a life of wonderful perfection I can promise her that I will lead her from despair Oh, come the day and I'll be over And she will leave me all alone Will I stay Will I stay sober Or just bottle all my shame She She drags me under Pulls me over Now I'm sober She I don't want her anymore I don't need her anymore So I leave her, standing I'll stay Will I stay sober Or will I just bottle all my shame She She drags me under Pulls me over Now I'm sober She I don't want her anymore I don't need her anymore So I leave her, standing at the door