Never Again

[Verse 1] If I said I'm sorry, would you even understand? Thoughts of my past self speak to the person that I am I've been losing sleep, I toss and turn But there's so much I haven't learned As I grow old, I'm more concerned These words will reach you as I start to fade away Maybe I should explain [Chorus] I, I create my distance Why I don't ever listen You kept me safe and sound And still, I always let you down I, I'm so self-destructive Why am I so reluctant? To let these habits end Close this book and start again [Post-Chorus] Never again, never again, never again Never again, never again, never again Oh, no [Verse 2] If I said I'm sorry, would you give me a fair chance? Let me catch my breath, I swear I'll help you understand I wasn't myself, I was someone else Losing you was not good for my health I've been in a panic, this is hell Maybe I should give up, wish you well I'm sorry, I'll start over again [Chorus] I, I create my distance Why I don't ever listen You kept me safe and sound And still, I always let you down I, I'm so self-destructive Why am I so reluctant? To let these habits end Close this book and start again [Post-Chorus] Never again, never again, never again Never again, never again, never again [Bridge] I'm trying so hard to be Someone that you could love easily [Chorus] I, I create my distance Why I don't ever listen You kept me safe and sound Still, I always let you down I, I create my distance Why I don't ever listen You kept me safe and sound And still, I always let you down I, I'm so self-destructive Why am I so reluctant? To let these habits end Close this book and start again [Post-Chorus] Never again, never again, never again Still, I always let you down Never again, never again, never again Oh, no Never again, never again, never again Still, I always let you down Never again, never again, never again Oh, no