Chameleon

Sweat dripping down from my face Contemplating my relevance Worthlessness disgrace Realization has made me sad My idiosyncrasies are yours No reactions are of my own I fight a battle inside myself Tortured by the constant Longing to be whole like you My core is the mangled elf How is it everybody else can have their own beliefs? Why is it no one else suffers from this emptiness? Tried to offer my own ideas But the threat of disapproval had terrified me No more my soul I will reveal You don t know it but I see you You don t know it but I know you You don t know it but I sense your essence and suck it in You don t know it but I am you I ve found that people need themselves Mutual agreement comforts them Without it they re in my cell Perhaps in that way I help I m the catalyst that will allow your peace But who helps me from this hell? You don t know it but I see you You don t know it but I know you I don t want to disappear At times it works out well I gain a personality I desire Briefly out of my hell And as I venture away and towards another case My automatic defense is strangling me Color change takes place I m on a leash owned by who I m with Thrown around in circles My emotions are changing fast Confused I m losing my grip You don t know it but I see you You don t know it but I know you You don t know it but I sense your essence and suck it in You don t know it but I am you Chameleon