Much Ado About Nothing

I throw it in the right direction, please don't look my way You stare directly in my eyes 'cause you are brave You drive around in circles talking yourself out of rushing And I sit alone and wait so patient, much ado about nothing Always the easiest to love and hardest to claim Knock down everyone else around me and shout out my name My pride is snapping like a branch shouting at my brain My friends are making their assumptions, I was just looking for pain Oh, no, I'm down and out, I'm tragically amiss Tell you I'm undefeated, I'm not worth following Oh, no, I've lost my mind, I've lost my mind again Tell you I'm razor sharp, I'm terrifying I call somebody, anybody, chasing off my dread I watch the yellow roses die, a symbolic death I watch the sky fill up with shapes I cannot explain I tell you every passing thought, I was just looking for pain Oh, no, the earth is moving, the groundwork's compromised Tell you to lose my number, and then I call you twice Oh, no, it's getting dark, everyone's eyes on me Light me up with one spark, relish the anarchy Yeah, I leave every light on, hunting bygones Play it off like I'm cynical, but I sweat and I swear Say a prayer, stare at your picture It's visceral And it's crushing Much ado about nothing Much ado about nothing